vanity
who changes life a cheerful season, holds on lets go without a reason?
who wants to stay but wants to go and keeps the world just to forego?
who limps and bleeds but then does soar, and breaks all rules she does adore?
who loves to sing and then to dance, but loves as well to sit askance?
who longs that freedom be her guide, but loves as well to stand aside?
who loves time without accord, but keeps all memories well adorned?
who changes dreams with stars that pass, but breathes each breathe as if her last?
who loses sight of land beyond, but keeps the heavens in her hand?
whose mind is strong as it is frail, but never manages to fail?
who never seems to find the way, but lives to stay another day?
who demands to be in full control, yet wants someone to break her fall?
who seems to fail the final test, but manages to pass the rest?
who stands still when all collide, but then starts all the rough divide?
who likes to be both first and last, absurdly slow and shrewdly fast?
who wants to see her future last, but likes today and in her past?
who spreads her wings to take on flight, but comes back home to very night?
*****who wants to stay but wants to go and keeps the world just to forego?
who limps and bleeds but then does soar, and breaks all rules she does adore?
who loves to sing and then to dance, but loves as well to sit askance?
who longs that freedom be her guide, but loves as well to stand aside?
who loves time without accord, but keeps all memories well adorned?
who changes dreams with stars that pass, but breathes each breathe as if her last?
who loses sight of land beyond, but keeps the heavens in her hand?
whose mind is strong as it is frail, but never manages to fail?
who never seems to find the way, but lives to stay another day?
who demands to be in full control, yet wants someone to break her fall?
who seems to fail the final test, but manages to pass the rest?
who stands still when all collide, but then starts all the rough divide?
who likes to be both first and last, absurdly slow and shrewdly fast?
who wants to see her future last, but likes today and in her past?
who spreads her wings to take on flight, but comes back home to very night?
this was given to me before by a so-called old friend of mine
(an attempt to describe me)
i failed to say thank you. i have been rude. well im sorry and thank you
this thing made me think
somewhat hindi na ako yang nandyan.
scares me. slowly i think the childishness slowly fades away (or so i think)
i am still immature yes. i freaked out to 3people
ung 1 resolved na.
ung isa i was mature enough not to react.
as for the last, i was just trying to help YOU out
i didn't mean to make you feel that way.
it annoys me that you see me as that way. un lang.
*****
i am still full of contradictions and i am a bit confused these days.
lots of questions about life still lingers.
yes im still a living paradox. (without the perky side)
posted by tippy @ 12:25 AM
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