vicious cycle of senselessness
well i had two different encounters today..one was a bit masochistic. ung isa angst.after a long period na self-control
and senti moments *due to my random song lists that slowly kills me*
plugging muna: thanx to my trusted ipod. emotions are heightened.
mejo masaya comforting yet stingy ang feeling listening to all those songs. lalo na ung:
bracelet-kjwan, in case of fire-sandwich, and...
i want to be buried in your backyard-nightmare of you)
it never fails to always lead me back to you.
well umandar nanaman ang stupid-o-meter ko *. BUZZ.*
well ayun un lang lahat un. back to zero..
silence. then?
so is this the end? ito na ba pinili mo?
*i know why i was the worth leaving*
we might as well be strangers..
*****
ung isa naman...
i still have this *little* angst about it.
it is painful knowing that a friend of yours thinks that you are incapable of doing anything good.
wow never felt so useless at that moment
"hindi mo kaya kaya un" (or mejo ganun) *WAPAK*
solid ung sakin.
ang baba pala ng tingin mo sakin.
until now
sucks bigtime
so much for confidence.
*****
Naaalala mo pa ba nang tayo'y magkasama pa
Iyong sinabi't pinangako na nalimot mo na siya
At kahit naglaho ka na muling sumama sa kanya,
Sa aking puso ay ikaw pa rin, ikaw pa rin
-ikaw pa rin juana

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