oh happy day

not just another weekend

isa nanaman sa mga kaibigan ko ang aalis. my friends and i had this mini get together at mcdo paseo with twiniee, marvs, nads, aps, miguel, gj, kitting at ritz. i was supposed to meet up with a friend kaso i just had to stay with them. it was so fun kahit na tambay lang un and played pinoy henyo at timezone haha..i guess i love being with those guys kasi nalalabas ko inner child ko with them
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watched superman kanina sa gateway..crush ko na sya hehe
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went shopping with my mom pero this time after my mom paid for the bill.. hirit sya: "uy utang yan ha" *ouch* sheesh at least installment basis ang bayaran pero ouch.. ang hirap maging working girl
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i was cleaning my room and i know i am NOT good at letting go things at lalo na tao. imagine i was thinking whether i should get rid of certain stuff..sheesh buti nalang i am learning new things and i guess i am learning to let go ang hirap kasi ng attached ka ng ganun nakakatawa kasi gamit pa lang ang pinaguusapan
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last night nagkaroon ako ng biglang realization about how i acted before. my dad was soo matampuhin at umabot sa point na nasakal ako last night. it made me realize on how i am right now. nakakatakot isipin pero unti unti akong nagiging ganoon. maraming moments na sinasabi ko "im not going to be like them" (my dad or mom) pero unconsciously nagiging ganoon ako..pero kung sabagay ang advantage ko sa kanila ay at least alam ko ang mali ko. aware ako dun. at i have this chance to change..i mean i love my parents but i just don't wanna grow up like that.
as time goes by ang dami ko natutunan about my parents dati at ngayon.. at dahil don madami akong natutunan sa sarili ko..minsan naiisip ko nakakatawa nalang

posted by tippy @ 10:20 PM