signs of growing up?
i was walking sa landbridge around 8pm kanina (yes nag OT na ako)i have never felt that heavy and lonely. ang lungkot solid.
i was not so into a drama queen stage. yet kanina. tumama nanaman siya.
pero this time iba ang feeling.
deeper sort of pain of loneliness. hindi ko alam what made me feel that way.
i am not missin anyone. yet ayun. never felt that alone.
basta naramdaman ko lang.
right now i have been trying to figure things out
i have bigger questions now that kind of scares me.
more than just: "does he love me" type of questions
or the "boy meets girl issues"
crap.
is this a sign that i'm slowly becoming one of them?
*****
today. nangyari ang hindi inaasahan.
another change is coming my way.
scares the hell out of me.
right now. i just feel so scared.
i was taken away from my comfort zone.
never felt this vulnerable.
posted by tippy @ 11:26 PM
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