oh happy day

.waiting feeling all over again.

*plugging muna for more of my shots check*

(www.retrogirlfairytale.deviantart.com)

God knows how to keep my hopes up, last week i was about to give up, but suddenly something good happened (i won't go into details). right now I am back to phase one..waiting for something. hoping things would turn out good or sana better than before. shucks this time i'm in a panicky state since this boredom slowly kills me. I AM keeping my hopes up in this one...somewhat tumigil ako dahil dito. umaasa ako. sana talaga ito na. kasi ito gusto ko na talaga.

Lord sana ito na...
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nawala nga ako sa drama queen phase ko. ito naman kapalit. the restless waiting feeling of the uncertainty. it slowly kills me and eats me up inside. geesh. i guess signs of boredom na ito.
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for now, i have to keep myself busy. baka mamaya kasi hindi ito ang bigay sakin ni God mahirap na. tumigil ako tapos back to phase one nanaman.

at least i'll be starting my experimental cooking sessions again tom :D

and i'll be trying to update my deviant art account na ulit.

then try to experiment and paint sa mga damit ko ahaha..

so much for being a professional bum

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pero tulad nga ng sabi ko noon sa philo:
faith is believing in something uncertain, and it is this faith that helps me find home in Your uncertainty.

i'll still be waiting.