oh happy day

of shallowness and senselessness

crap i still have those little horns. ang masama dalawa lang this time ang napagiinitan ko. ang bad ko. i usually feel guilty after..pero when im with them ..oh those little horns start to grow again. as bad as it may sound pero i am annoyed, not with these little horns of mine, but with them. now they can finally see the devilish side of me.
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God really knows how to make me hope. i do hope that in this stage hindi na siya ung vicious cycle. kasi i tend to hope for something, then hindi dadating,and just when im about to lose faith in everything and let go..something nice will happen again to make me hope..sana this time it will be more than just hoping. *crossing fingers all over again*
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at least im done with this drama queen phase. i have thought about stuff.. im back to my philosophizing stage. about hope, life and nothingness and it scares me.
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now seeing things in a new perspective is what i need. for me to continually hope. wish and have faith.
hoping that something good will come.
mahirap isipin, even if i wanted it so bad. kailangan intindihin.
hindi kasi lahat ng gusto mo mapupunta sayo agad.
o minsan hindi lahat ng gusto mo nakalaan sayo.
maybe He still has a plan for me. siguro iba gusto niya tahakin ko na daan.
at iyon ang kailangang alamin ko.
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posted by tippy @ 8:36 AM