oh happy day

...it will never be you...

i ended everything before.
tried to win you back. tried to have "us" again.
but you asked me to stop. i stopped.
i then gave you space and distance.
but then you came back,
i tried to build my walls, but you've put them down.
(you just know how to)
vulnerable i was, i let you in. i shouldn't have let you in.
on that weird morning we met.
you were there for all the wrong reasons
but i was there for you.
then after that Monday morning,
you just disappeared.
all i wanted was just an explanation.
but you pushed me away.
all i wanted was to understand everything.
after everything that had happened,
you left.
you wanted to go back like what we were like before: "perfect strangers"
yes.
.perfect strangers.
now i'm trying to get up.
slowly giving up. too tired to go on.
i know was that on that morning all i had for you was real.
and
now all i know it will never be you.

posted by tippy @ 9:25 PM