3.10.2008

this will be full of angst..

i made a couple of mistakes in the past. despite the random crazy bad stuff that i have done, i sure regret those stuff, if you are going to ask me, maybe i'll change a thing or two, but when it comes to my past mistake on YOU, i won't change a thing.

i did a really bad thing to this person. yes, sinira ko trust niya, yes i chose the most stupid option. pero what's PAST is PAST. meaning may mga bagay na dapat ndi na ungkatin pa.

i thought what happened is past. na somehow i was forgiven. i made a huge mistake to this person. not to his / her family, not to his / her friends. sa kanya lang. that means i do not owe anyone an apology, except for this person. that means they have no right to use me as a part of their ever kwentuhan or example of twisted people. that means they do not have the right to judge me or somehow act as if they know everything.
my point: sana hindi nalang ungkatin pa.
KASI NGA PAST DIBA?
***ewan ko kung anung ndi nila naiintindihan sa word na past***
try thesaurus.com if you guys are that stupid


i know i abused that trust that you have given me. i know you guys thought i was this kind of person. i made a mistake to this particular person only. sana patahimikin na ako. i mean get a life, talk about other stuff. or is that how miserable your lives are that you cannot get over that fact. i mean it's like ages ago!
anyway if you don't still get it: my point is past na siya, it is annoying to find out after ages and ages ago that you still find it amusing.
you still find my mistake as amusing or as a source of debate or entertainment!
sad. pathetic. childish.

the major sad part:
i treated you as one of my good friends.. before i did that stupid thing, we were friends. we were really good friends. after sometime i thought we still are. but recently i just found out na inuungkat ninyo pa pala iyon. i treated at least 2 people sa circle ninyo as friends. in fact there's this person owes me a dozen of thank yous. don't get me wrong. i'm not asking for anything in return.
respeto nalang. unless you are just that plain asshole who is definitely a user.
imagine i took care or at least i was nice to one of the special people in your life right now.
plastic ka pala. it would have been better when you just showed me that you despised me.
at hindi kung anu anu naririnig ko sa iba.

hello.. it's like 1 or 2 years ago.

you are just full of drama and crap.
now i can finally say: thank God i got out of your twisted lives

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