weird...
i woke up.. i have this feeling of sadness pero at the same time may bliss..hindi ko alam kung nagsisisi ako that i declined you for the first time, maybe not...i am proud that i declined you for the first time..maybe after all that i've been through.. happy na ako..i guess finally i'm learning things like letting go 101..maybe hindi pa buo..yeah i'm still learning..i am not hoping for anything, masaya na ako, i guess what i'm trying to do is let the wounds heal..i have been through the wallowing days and the drama queen days.. right now i see things in a new perspective..this time nakangiti na ako.. i guess i'm in this stage wherein i'm trying to explore new things, learn to let go, learn to love myself, learn new things about myself, friends, learn about new wonderful things in life, do more.. i guess unti unti ko nang nakikita ung light (haha i know super drama) syempre there's this certain feeling of sadness, even if i am healing, i tend to forget..slowly the memories are disintegrating..maybe it is part of healing.. i don't know maybe i'm sad kasi may mga bagay na ndi maiiwasang mawala.. kasama na siya..pero right now i am contented.. happy with what i have.. basta tuloy tuloy lang... :)
posted by tippy @ 12:15 AM
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